Awareness

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Spirituality is not a concept or realm that articulates just about the creator or divinity or souls. 
What it speaks about truly is the CONSCIOUS SELF along with how we possess the uncertainty of an awareness, it’s like that of a fish caught by bare hands.
If your awareness is not extant then you could lose it with ease due to its vigor movements or commit something else to the want of your absent mind.
By preaching about “Awareness” I signify how being in accord of it, can just let one picture an ongoing of life the way it is meant than vision it in the most distorted imaginations. 
So spirituality first descends upon with the tincture of conscious choosing.

As one is always in a choice of choosing the conscious and unconscious whether in touch with the divine or the devil while the scope of playing the opposites rest as well. 

SAISHABLOOM

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At the end

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If at the end of the day,
LOVE and CLOSURE is what constitutes of and persists in your life,
irrespective of varied occurrences,
then you are LUCKY beyond your realizations. 

SAISHABLOOM

Imaginative Music

One should always have their own imagination in order to recognize the emotions that are striking with a song or some music.

The stereo system was switched on.

As the strings of the guitar got stroked,the beats starts to welcome itself in accord of it. 
And now I close my eyes swerving away inside the realm of my Imagination. 
The beats thump for a while,and as the guitar ounces out the soft acoustic flow to the music.
I see the lady,decked effortlessly in a contoured bright red silk gown.
She moves towards the black stage,the guitar synced in the resonance of sensuousness blend with dignity.
Her deep slit unveils the long lustrous thighs while her glossy pencil heels take forth big leaps to attain her destination.
She meets her man,wearing a black blazer on top of the white shirt beneath.
Displaying his manly half- Chest.
Their eyes dive into one another with a passion as rare and pure as that of a diamond.
They proceed to dance, thriving in an intensity as if they belong to each other.
He glides his hands softly around her small waist with  great astonishment and pride,
for the statuesque entirety that she possessed.
She settled her arms on his broad shoulder and looked on lovingly.
Swaying smoothly to the alluring music.
The guitarist knew his melody, 
as he declared the essence of tease and delectation.
Every string plucked, said how the guitarist was truly in love with his instrument.
The intonation was that like the waves of a deep driven ocean,
flowing in its own mellifluous rhythm,
Rising,Striving and surrendering itself to its own nature of surge.
 The couple rocked themselves through those seductive movements,
for they were in denial to miss any touch. 
As much as coquettish they played, their hearts reverberated an innocent love for each other.
 The guitar strummed such an expression that it intoxicated them in emotions and tenderness.
He held her delicate pristine face, that oozed forth a fierce and mild reflection together,
while thin strands of hair fell on her red lips.
She gazed at him. Wanting him to lose his grip now. 
His handsome and distinct face leaned towards her red lips.
They kissed.
As the guitar hummed in style and exuberance,they looked at each and strolled towards a dark exit.
While the singer starts singing,
My love is in league with the freeway
Its passion will ride, as the cities fly by
And the tail-lights dissolve, in the coming of night
And the questions in thousands take flight..
……………………..

 

SAISHABLOOM

 

 

 

 

 

Pad.

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“A society would engage towards maturity when there is a full acceptance of the mechanism of a human body and life.
The more one abstains the self from one’s natural being,Irrationality would suffice.”

Periods or Menstruation is one such topic which needs massive acknowledgement in every kind of civilization and human settlement. Why I say this is because,even though people are aware of it as just another process of living but consciously are very much still far away from accepting it as a “simple deal”.

I write mostly from a second and third person’s view but certain issues should be narrated purely from one’s own wisdom,hence I’ll be narrating from a first person’s perspective now.
So,yesterday evening while I was returning back from a place,I had stop at a pharmacy to buy some medicines. As I entered the shop,there was a full stack of sanitary napkins of various brands on top of the rack and funnily they looked very bright and appealing to me,if they hadn’t been the sanitary napkins I’m pretty sure people would’ve wanted to buy those just for the sake of how nice their packaging was.
And here was the truth, I had never ever gone to a pharmacy on my own to buy a sanitary pad. They were brought to me by my family or in emergency cases by the maid. Always either wrapped in a newspaper or a black polythene or lets just say secretively.

I stood there waiting for my medicines while the staffs searched but it ended as they did not have what I needed. So,I thought of fulfilling something that I had not done yet and that being my glorious action to get myself a self-bought sanitary pad that I hadn’t had the privilege to buy. So,instead I invested my money on a sanitary pad even though I did not have the requirement for it.( Breaking barriers for the self is always something that I’m game for.)
As I asked for it from one of the male staff, well that being the son of the owner of the store who was just maybe 2-3 yrs younger than what I was, glanced at me with his shy face of having to ask a girl the name of the pad brand she would like to purchase. And then I see him frantically searching for a black plastic bag to deliver my confidential parcel.
Of course so that the world does not know that I am or would be a flowing river of my menstruation for around a few days.
Though one was finally found,they wrapped in a way so that none in the world knew how I was carrying a disputed item.

This is a case that is everywhere. Every female in the form of a daughter,sister,mother and grandmother considering the closest to one’s relation, faces and had faced a certain magnitude of EMBARRASSMENT in having bought a sanitary napkin or being on her periods.  And this is exactly how sanitary pads are given to a woman as if it was inappropriate.
It is one of the most unfortunate situation considering that it is a universal mechanism of every woman on this planet.
This is not a subject of feminism that is being talked about, it is a basic topic that deals with the biological aspects of a human being of a certain gender which has profound scientific significance for its process and that which has garnered an extreme wrong outlook and is being further progressed into irrationalism.
Both the genders undergo changes after adolescence,one in respect of menstrual cycle and another in respect of semen production, combining  both would raise a new creation. Both of which is a cause of celebration, for both has the ability to create life.
But this subject deals with a kind of revulsion towards women by both men and women. I’ve seen how period stains were looked as a means of insult and derogation,I’ve seen how women were mocked about their moods during such phase and I’ve also seen the majority being insensitive to such a cause.

Then why is it so that only a woman has to face such incidents of being embarrassed of her change and not the man?
A large part of it has been because the way an idea got established as an outlook for the subject, as there has been a lack of understanding of the actuality dealing with the subject’s various components. And hence distorted conclusions were taken in.
While those conclusions were carried forth as the reality.
We have to understand that this is giving aid to an imprecise mentality among all and distancing the thought of equivalence between the genders.

I had similar discomfort and awkwardness when I was new to the occurrence and idea of such a development that had arrived in my life. But it had faded because consider me lucky but my family had always made me feel as if it was a boon to menstruate.
And it’s absolutely alright to take time to get accustomed to a state that was not a part of your life before.
To Every woman,
You should know this that your menstruation is one of the most important happenings in your life not only as you could be a creator and accommodate a new life inside but because it is a magnificent working of nature which is distinctly only yours and no other being can share it. It’s a celebration of the feminine.
To the womanhood,
Buying sanitary pads from men should not embarrass you anyway because it’s a natural phenomenon and its entirely your responsibility to respect and take care of whatever is happening to you.
Someone making you feel disgusted for what is happening as per the laws of nature is the one who is unsound in a sound environment.
Be proud when you carry your pad because every man and woman is here because a mother had utilised her menstrual cycle. 
Truth has knowledge and when knowledge is unknown you really don’t stand a place to exercise your illiterate conclusions for how others are deciding.
It is absolutely a disgrace to your own entirety if the existence of menstruation is projected as a substance of Shame,Burden,Taboo and Mockery irrespective of the gender description that you are.
Support yourself and the ones around you by spreading what is right as a life not as a society.
To the newbies,
Take your time to realize what is happening to you. This really does not send you to a state of being mature or having sex or ready for marriage or being a mother.
It simply shows how really you’re a product of the absolute feminine which is about how your qualities and entirety would be of a distinct nature.
Get involved with the system in yourself.
Share with anyone you are comfortable with. Don’t be nervous,we all go through it.
To the parents,family members,friends and strangers,
We all go through changes in regards of psychological and physiological. We need to start looking at life and it’s ongoing in a completely different attitude which I also know won’t be easy since, initiation is something which is not known easily.
But if you could realise that the incidents that occur everyday compared to the technology and century we live in, would absolutely want you to bring an end to this restrictive and illogical conclusions we are abiding by to maintain decency and well-being in our civilization which is unfortunately paving the incorrect road for both the meanings above.
So that is one of the reasons why menstruation and it’s components need to be handled sensibly because it carries a lot emotions.
As a family you should talk in an unbiased tone about such things to your kids even if you only have a son.
Make yourself knowledgable in respect of the importance of menstruation or just adolescence changes of an individual’s life.
Taboos and social norms should be the least of your concern though as there resides humiliation in this.
And as a stranger the least you could do is to be judgemental and un-supportive to someone who needs support. Don’t wait for someone to put forth their noble foot because nobody would.
To the Men,
You are a man who is made equally from the elements of your mother and father and that does not change because you have the physical representation of a Male. Also the same way a woman is made.
And when you carry both inside of you,there is a responsibility to both the sectors of a man and a woman. This is a wasted reality since nobody lives through such a thinking.
Periods is a procedure that a woman continuously goes through which brings in a lot of emotions,she demands nothing but cooperation,because society has perceived every system and sentiments of her in a granted way yet knowing how essential her well-being is to support the living.
A woman should not have to live her biological procedures and the maintenance of it with embarrassment and secret. And that also starts with how you as an individual is assisting. 
It’s completely alright to not know and behave for things that hasn’t been taught to you or that has arrived to you from the air of conclusions. But it is time as a father,son,brother and a friend that you at least know how to make someone comfortable even if that does not belong to your comprehension and that it is alright if it is not common within the thoughts of other people. 
Just start by knowing about the subject and then talk about it as a matter of discussion within your family and friends.
Disapprove any behaviour that can cause a situation of discomfort and humiliation. 
Let your family including your mother and sister know about your support to them so that they don’t have to have the scene of hiding. 
Stains of menstruation could seriously cause extreme anxiety and distress,if you see a situation don’t resist to help them irrespective of what your age and their age could be. 
Lastly even if you still wouldn’t know how to help or support,please don’t bring down a moment where your action could unease someone. There is enough exertions already to cause discontent,at least don’t enrol yourself for such.
See,accept it now or even after your seven births that the way a woman has been perceived is completely or half way wrong. A reason why her life has more of a “proving approach” than her gender counter part.
If brains are compared with the physical state or if a “NO” is taken as a “YES” then it’s already well sensed that who are the ones fooling around.

So you can either support or not support,
For yourself or for others. 

 

SAISHABLOOM

 

 

 

Sense

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If you have sensibility,
you would be walking a bumpy road,
whose end will be an abode of joy and pleasantness.

SAISHABLOOM

 

 

lUCKY

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Being Lucky is not when one owns the Luxury of a material world,
But,
When one is surrounded by the luxury of compassion and blessings.

 

SAISHABLOOM

Chatter

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Don’t search for peace, 
Cuz when the mind shuts it’s chatter,
Peace is a rightful domain of Yours.

SAISHABLOOM

 

beinG sLAVE

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A philosopher is a slave of the word called OBSERVATION.

SAISHABLOOM

 

Vision

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Your observation towards every life and the existence,
Results in the making of yourself as a being. 

 

SAISHABLOOM

 

bURDENED

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Everything becomes a Burden,when one does not see the “self” in it. 

SAISHABLOOM

 

Peppermint

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I bought some peppermint leaves,
an essential ingredient to flavour my recipe,
for the guests were visiting.
As the leaves were washed,
there oozed the soft cool scent of it,
A perfect choice to invite the taste of nature.
Soon, my guests couldn’t stop raving of the preparation,
the essence of mint accentuated it right.
As they left,I glanced upon the leftover mints.
Took a bowl and filled water,
To put the rest inside of it for the purpose of reuse,
A Few days later,
My eyes fell on the bowl that had contained my mint leaves,
A thing I had forgotten.
To my delight and surprise,
As I looked closer.

Baby leaves bloomed while their elder pals grew lengthy with the root broadened and long.
There was just water,air and a bit of light,
And the life of my peppermint was thriving bright.
The thought of how a mechanism of complexity was recreating its entirety,
from the tools,that defines the meaning of utter simplicity constantly,
was exploding me with questions of the unknown.
How just the three elements,
Air,water and light engineered themselves as the,

Scent,Texture,Length,Color and absolutely many more differently as a whole plant.
Isn’t it a magic as for what was water could turn into an entirety of a plant?
A case of simplicity was aiding complexity,
The mint flourished to its peak from what was of a basic,
Should it be called a miracle or a feature of life that our material eyes fail to grasp?

I wondered,
if a plant could recognize such an intelligence and manoeuvre it to itself,

Then imagine the possibility,
A human consists of,
To convert its being from the usage of the basic,
Toward the abode of its ultimate.

Isn’t it a time now ,
To surrender the self to th
at kind?

SAISHABLOOM

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Descend.

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None remains to write,
None remains to say,
Remains only the boon to Experience,
When the realm of the unknown,

DESCENDS. 

SAISHABLOOM

 

Dark

 

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“The failure to vision the naturalistic segments of life and it’s processes,would of course lead one towards the onset of a depraved and vicious intellect. “

SAISHABLOOM

Figure Yourself.

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Learn from the Mistakes

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“Mistakes or being callous makes a scope for re-evaluation.”

Mistakes and Sins are not the same,the depth of them matters.
Sins are unacceptable and are of a grievous aspect.
But,mistakes occur mainly because of our own lack of awareness, which leads to a callous effect on the self and others.

The reason does not matter but it’s elimination and the takeaway you receive from it.
Everything reprises of a meaning,even if there’s something called No reason,know that it does. Everything happens for a reason,if you find it then know that’s great for you.

So, I availed a bus after my tuition to reach home,a typical problem with the bus conductors are that you have to constantly remind them of the place that you are supposed to get down to, which they don’t realize even after you stand right on the brink of the bus staircase and the swooping road(waiting for the conductor to coordinate his string bell with the driver). 
And today,yet again I had to do the same but as the bus slowed down while I thought it would stop,it instead started moving forward as the signal had turned green, so in order to not go any further I jumped right from the staircase to get down.
The hell it was so stupid of me to do so, the scene was very embarrassing where me being a neophyte tries to do a stunt of the expert clan,Fails and struggles from falling on the road while the confused heads from the bus looks on and when suddenly out of nowhere I start running towards the crossing (while I had nothing to catch)an excuse to run away from the stupidity and embarrassment I created for me. 
Most of the times I would fuss about these kind of situations for a whole day but instead what bloomed in my head,was a fact to learn something from the action I acted from an injudicious mind. An issue where I had forgotten about my safety.

What I want to say is, generally we perceive a MISTAKE to be an offence towards our personality,others or the subject. Which it is. 
Such a case can invite embarrassment,regret,tension,self-doubt,confusion,failure and many more. 
But we can always mend things for the better if we are willing to and build a barrier for hindering its occurrence. Making it a habit to vision mistakes as the search ground for a learning scope could naturally shape our minds to abolish the colonization of negative thoughts and callous behaviour  to head towards growing our qualities and self-knowledge extents rather than set in the heaviness of affliction.
All we have to do is focus on the area of our mistake.
If you become aware of your action then whether or not you shall repeat it will be determined on its own. 

Only when you learn that you did something wrong,it being realized is the ladder which would direct you towards a better knowledge about yourself which in turn would chalk out ways to end the wrong.Take your time because adopting something forcefully would not be helpful but accepting and looking forward to working it would escalate your outlook rather than bestow you with negative emotions.

It’s worth appreciating how we get these unlimited possibilities to learn not just from our mistakes but from the experience we garner.
Making mistakes and learning from it, is An insight towards self-enhancement itself.
Mistakes are wrong only when one continues the legacy but when there is a chance to rectify then why do you want to carry the heavy burden of guilt everywhere?
Don’t let yourself get doomed in that sorrow.
〉If you wish to heal a wound then you got to apply an ointment for cooling it,don’t think about the consequences or the level of success.
If you feel sorry for your mistake from within then go and undo your mistake.
If you think you could learn something from your callousness then dig deep and search for it,the “ON” button belongs to your finger.
If we constitute of a learning approach then breaking barriers to be a smooth ride for laborious roads won’t take too long.

 

SAISHABLOOM

 

Faith.

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Faith is yet another tale of extra-ordinary unification for the absolute fulfilment of TRUST.

SAISHABLOOM

 

Thought for Impulsiveness

“Temptation,impulsiveness and Obsession are components of a cluttered knowledge that one keeps being a victim to,also making others their victim in the process.

The behaviour is simply because one hinders to envision the subjects through the approach of a well settled mind. The “settled mind”, being a state that we lack tremendously and in majority.

If we question the existence of such thoughts and actions without the indulgence of any notions,then realising that we are just fooling around with our emotions which we simply aid because we are surrounded by certain thesis,won’t take long.
This can only stop if one seeks of the logic and keep testing their resistance towards the matter while absorbing the truth of every working.
But, suppression is not the solution,it will only spread such irrationality like that of a third stage cancer.”

SAISHABLOOM

 

Thought for Judgement.

“Judgement is not more than just an opinion,which could both be conclusive and inconclusive as to the actuality of what the subject is.

At least,Don’t base your judging capabilities to the limited ideals of people preaching limitations to incite and maintain the word called BALANCE. “

SAISHABLOOM

 

 

The 7 day Project Towards You.

“Initiation towards anything is the major step to make something happen.”

A plant would not bud if the seed is not sown in the soil.
It does not matter whether the seed would generate the potency of life or how far the plant would survive but in order to make something happen,you need to take and place your first step for something to come alive.

We humans hate stagnation which could absolutely be towards anything as to what revolves around our lives while the natural urge is to think of ways to flourish better than what we are in the present moment.
Now,some of us may take the thought of betterment to the efforts of an initiation and some of us would still be stuck imagining the possibility of a reality, barricaded in the realms of unreality. 
Imagining and still trying to find conclusions is not wrong at all,imagination is a very powerful weapon to help one move towards the entirety they would want to be but the question is about, whether you are engaging the portion of a possibility acquired from your imagination to an initiation or not.

Nobody,just nobody including nature can do anything for what you want in your life if you don’t take the responsibility for the existence that you are.
Whether there is something that you want to change within or on the surface,
There would always be a chance to make it happen.

Don’t live with a heaviness of regret because,
If at all you are an owner of something then, that has to be the decisions you take. 

A plan is something that would at least initiate an effort towards the elimination of our lazy and confused states. So,here let us make it happen.
The seven-day plan would be a trial that we all could work towards to see if we can walk on the path which we aim for or we need to change the shoes for better accessibility.

DAY: 1 (Start Writing About the Description You are from within)
Please choose the first day when you realise that you are in a decently pleasant mood. 
A pleasant mood would help you to be in an unbiased state.
So,
→Start by describing the person you are.
→Expressing the self could be a little hard and that is why you should write in order to express the undisclosed,
[write whatever you feel about yourself.]

→It does not matter if only two descriptions come from you. But write at least one. 
→And take your time to discover your nature,you perceiving the basic character of yourself is really important.
(it should also include your likes and dislikes)

 

Day: 2(Analyze your area of Interests and Distress)
On this day,after your engagements arre completed,

Open the medium where you had jotted down your description the previous day and start going through it. 

→If you realise,you want to add or less any of the adjective that does or doesn’t talk about you, then update so. 
⇒ After finishing, start jotting down the hobbies,talents and aims that you consist.
→Underline the ones that you would like to work upon the first. 

⇒ Then,jot down your area of distress,that could be anything relatable to;
{Studies
Relations
Profession 
Family
Inability to express while speaking
Inability to play something
Inability to make friends
The way you look,
What you like but you don’t have the skills
Your physicality 
Being unable to fit in with the crowd
Your ideals
Sexuality and urges
Undisclosed matters of Sex
Your mistakes
Cravings for unhealthy food
Fear
Your abuse(if you have)
Financial problems
Someone you’ve a crush on or loved
Spirituality
Your questions about life and truth
and etc.}
→ You confiding your distress will help you seek the ability by which you can mend the problems.( The distress could be regarding anything, you hating vegetables or being uncomfortable with someone’s presence. )
→ Underline those which you want to work upon the first.

Day: 3(Preparation for the initiation)
This day,you will take in a separate sheet and write down the expectations you have for yourself,that you would like to witness on the 7th day of this mini trial.
(the assumptions of all that you had written about yourself on the previous 2 days)

Now,
→Prepare a time-table depicting your entire day which should include the time you would get up and the engagement timings for the entire week .(School/college/office/tuition/exercise/cooking/lunch/dinner/Games etc. Include everything that you do regularly everyday.
→Note out the time when you are generally free apart from the regular affairs.

→Then, take in an interest of yours that you would like to work for the week.
→Take in 3 distressed area that you would like to work and mend for the week.

→Next,Invest in the arrangements that you would require for the next day in order to give effect to the plan.(food,clothes,materials etc)

Then go through your whole plan for the next 4 days. Review the interests and distressed areas that you have taken up to be worked.
(Think of how you would operate those and if you need any assistance,go through the internet or draw out what your mind tells you irrespective of the way it is.)

→ Include everything in the time-table that you plan to start with from the 4th day on a separate sheet.
→Keep separate sheets everyday to chalk out the things you would do every next day.
(the changes that you include can be anything be it food habit,exercises,breaking a limitation,developing an interest,working on a project,spending time with people,eliminating wrong behaviour,etc)

→Now sleep early,to wake up early !!

DAY: 4(The day of initiating)
Today is the day. 
Your mind and body might say a sympathetic “No” to the very schedule and plan you made but listen to your heart and will. “It has a big production house of a YES.”

→After you are up and well conscious,go through the sheet to have a visual of what you have to do for the day.

→Start your day with what you’ve jotted in that sheet. 
“And the journey for the day starts…”
“The day comes to an end…”
→Now,is the time you view back the sheet for the feedback of the day.
→Go through it to find out the successful and unsuccessful attempts.
→If you have flops,don’t be disappointed because your flops indicates of you generating the initiation.                 
→Now keep a big smile and relax. 
→Prepare the sheet for the next day(5th Day) and go straight to bed.
[Days might not go the way it was planned mainly due to external situations,in such cases one should not leave alone the project because the external situations would itself be a learning episode from where one who gather better knowledge about the self and areas to be introduced or updated]

DAY: 5(Maintaining the Act)
On this day,
Run the schedule in respect of that day, reviewing the sheet. 
→Invest yourself in those working areas, through the extent of your emotions and other aspects.
→If you lose the trail,pick it up again. Start wherever you left. 

→When everything is completed,go through the sheet for the feedback. 
→Today,jot down the experiences and changes that you touched.
→If you haven’t witnessed any changes then just write about the experience for the day.(you can write to whatever your writing pace suggests you)
→Prepare the sheet for the next day(6th day) and the bed is ready.

DAY:6(Comparing your Studies)
Today,
→Once again you go through the sheet you prepared the previous day. Run it through the entire day.

{“Whatever happens,always know that if something has fallen then there is always a scope to pick the fallen. “}
→So,if you see not being able to aid the plan then don’t drop it. Just take sometime to settle yourself and start with the next task.
→If you can make sometime then take all the sheets together starting from the first one where you initiated from describing yourself. 
→Compare them after you’ve updated today’s changes and experiences. 
→Do you see a difference? If you want you can journal your thoughts or just experience it.
→Also,if you’ve anything to add or subtract to the interests or distressed areas then update your new findings.
→If you think there is scope where you’re comfortable to include any of the things that you had wished to work upon while making the list then you can do so too.
→If there are changes that aren’t suiting you,please point out as well.
→Prepare the sheet for the next day(7th day) and rest to bed.

Day: 7
The final day.
If you’ve reached till the 7th day then I can already visualize a big smile on your face while still being in the bed.
Also I give you my heartiest hug. You made it and that matters the most.

You can spend the routine and the plan in a very relaxed way today!
So,at the end of the day or whenever during the day when there is a lot of free and me time then sit in a comfy area and finally review and realise what all that you grasped during these seven days?
→Start with,how it feels to be on 7th day of the project?
→Compare your evolutions and experiences,it doesn’t matter how vast or tiny they were.
→If you did witness any positive or negative side, you didn’t know that existed.
→Have you been able to work upon your interests?
→Did you mend the problem areas? how did it feel encountering them? Did you lose scope to counter?
→Did you build any new distressed area or interest area?
→Did you experience something that you never thought of?
→Did this schedule and plan was able to bring any betterment in the lifestyle or within you? or it created a problem for you?
→These and the others that your mind questions can be answered by you only. If you intend to write down your learnings and knowledge you gained,then write so or you can imbibe these within so that you can build yourself up with the new research and aim for the other areas of YOU.

Remember you are on an effort to break hurdles and breaking a hard thing takes time.

If the project did benefit you minutely also, then see on how to continue with it through your way of creating your schedules,plans and list of  areas you intend to work upon for yourself. 
I’m not even an expert for the project that I created above but certain things like these have helped me,hence I  am more than happy if my small work could be of some help to the people.

If people reading this finds anything inappropriate or not ideal for the rest then please go ahead and notify for the fact that I don’t harm anyone unintentionally. 
We all at the end of the day, crave for a world of compassion and usefulness that we can be,let us make our lives and world one,
so that the fire of worthlessness and derogation can finally be put to rest.

SAISHABLOOM

 

 

Dreal.

 

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We tend to have dreams of our desires,wishes and about things we haven’t had the scope to touch yet.
Reveries and dreams become the only pathways to touch the untouched,the feel of which is as indescribable as just the dimension of the unknown.

But when the attainment of that unimaginable longing embeds as the reality which your touch can touch,there remains no exhilaration nor disbelief,
Remains,just the state of intense absorption of the inevitable moment that blooms in your freedom to accept. 

 

SAISHABLOOM

 

The touch.

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Yes.

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More.

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Imagine

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You are a production of uniqueness.

 

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Individuality is an element of fascination which creates the possibility of a vibrant and dynamic world.

The way society has evolved to what it is today is an enough proof of how we all have shed what truly belongs to each one of us. That being the uniqueness of humane qualities.  
Qualities,that aids to deliver results of sensibility with a touch of compassion towards the self and every life that comes across,not just our own species but the very lives that contributes its essence for the cause of our breath.
Our human minds are designed in such a way that it incessantly is in a pursue to procure anything that seems to upgrade its eminence,this being something that we don’t utilize consciously.
And this also being the reason why there is so much of “imprinting the version of someone else”,the usage of which is causing the loss of self distinction while the work of our mind goes on in waste.
People unknowingly in order to establish the self in the jurisdiction of a modern livelihood are fading their individualism,something we seem to comfortably settle down to.
If one wants to grow and adapt something that has appeal then one should know the correct meaning of the “term” that they are trying to chase towards. This isn’t about what clothes or what accessories or how the other person looks better,it has more grain in the form of environment, peace,crimes,competition,education,jobs,luxury or just the very life we live that we are responsible for. 
Growing is an inward expansion because every process generates inwardly,the examples being the car that one is driving which only runs when the engine starts,the mango that you eat blooms as a fruit only because the inner engineering happens inside the system of the plant,the seasons that we come across during different months is because the nature cooperates its prospect, how two cell creates the embodiment of an entirety or the emotions we generate which is intangible while the lists to accumulate such examples will come short. 
You see all of it contributes the same that is,the completion of what they are but with the massive flow of uniqueness with the unity of their sum total.

But,the question being that how are we growing?

We humans are anyways a unique specie the nature has developed but we are also the owners of individualistic prominence that could create a society not limiting to just logic but benevolence,decency,equality and liberation from the physical and mental barriers towards the lowest of lowest categories existing.

If we want inspiration then there isn’t any fitter specimen than nature itself. 
Considering the fact that you’ve been to a forest or seen visuals or heard of it, then the first thing that one would relate to, would be the associates of the word “BEAUTIFUL”. 
But why is it beautiful is something we haven’t analysed vastly because we have been too much hypnotized by its magnificence.
It struck suddenly on me that every manifestation thriving inside the forest was beautiful not just for any other reason but very much because they carried the concept of beauty and appeal in the form of their own uniqueness. 
Every atom within the territory of the forestland amplifies in the flow of what consists within them,they forbid to attain any standards that is someone else’s property while adhering to the story of creation they themselves are individually.
Starting from just the plants,rivers,flowers and animals, a reason why the forestland is a dimension that vibes out the aura of profoundness and contentment.
A cause of its divine features. 

The climate of forest is what we too can instill within us,just that we have to accept the uniqueness that we are. 
Being the product of nature which has injected our features, it would be a living fact of our individual notability.
So don’t force feed yourself towards something that you are not through the frames of looks,education,job,status,popularity,friends or anything which your interests and emotions don’t belong to because everything that you contribute towards has a payback tale as well which is why your entirety should emit concern and involvement for the anything that you are choosing.
If one imparts the features of the self in the considerable production units then our world will be a living chronicle of happiness.
The initiation of the words above is the hardest but initiation is the immediate way that could make one shed societal distortions. 
Everything that your life is revolving around will narrate your tale of uniqueness but if you vision yourself into the shoes of the other, then being “an actual different” would not be your tale. Surely.
Sometimes the self and the situation honestly seems ugly but please do force a smile on that ugliness because if you smile,you’d see that it would change into a laugh which would make you realize that everything that you own is your just once.
Let yourself enjoy that moment.

If we are filled with the scope of understanding a requirement then we should make it a oppurtunity to be fulfilled because what we make now will be carried forward to the future and we have already seen how the past reaps have concluded it wrong. 
Let your flawed beauty be the cause to ignite your striking uniqueness.
 

 

SAISHABLOOM

 

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Hardships and failure are not really negative.
Its’s the trail Life uses for us to attain the right destination. 

SAISHABLOOM

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Creating is inevitable,
Keep giving Life to your CREATIVITY. 

SAISHABLOOM

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Don’t talk big,
Work Big.

 

SAISHABLOOM

Want.

Criticizing is easy,
Cleansing out the frustrations through,
the vents of disrupted emotions,
That, which I understand.
But is it so easy?
To spit on the contributions that I had made,
towards our lives,
 Even if those were the least that I could make?
The visuals make it seem plain,
And that is what you vision,
agreeing to its belief in your mind, 
But,
You would never know the chaos,
which belongs to my regretful heart,
to still have not got a centimetre close,
towards the world of richness and compassion,
bestowed on me by you two,
To have the want of showering it back on you both.
My life is aimless and I being purposeless,
as told by you, is something I accept.
But ask yourself,Don’t you see my struggle?
To have daily wanted to lift my soul,
To have wanted to grace the world,
To have wanted to use my worth,
To have wanted to content our lives,
To have wanted to live my ideologies,
To have wanted to give back to the others,
To have just wanted to make you both proud?
But you still don’t feel it enough,
The fear and timidity that is instilled in me,
 which I’m incapable of uprooting.
I’m already grappling between the enormous waves,
of the life that I had paid to wrongly,
Won’t you come with your boat to lend a hand towards me?
Not to save me,
But to aid as the guard,
from the waves that could drown me,
For just the time being,
So that I don’t sit back inside your boat,
But as to take time for resting the limbs,
Refilling the vigour to race forward.
 Yet,you would still disown my offerings,
to the one defect that comes out.
It breaks my entirety.
Not because of you berating me,
for the faults I make,
But for how you diminish the value,
of whatever I can grant positively.
For it relives as a sign of great failure in me.
Berate me for all the negatives that I am,
But,
don’t berate for a reason that I am not. 
It’s unjust.
Being the ones to grace my creation,
I put forth my head,
so low beneath your feet.
Yet,not withholding the voice,
of necessity.

SAISHABLOOM.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The tide.

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“The same sea turns into a high tide and a low tide. So,it’s the same water that becomes both a high and a low,as what the situation brings upon.
And, life is none different than a tide that becomes both a low and a high.
While the human shape shifts into a low or a high,
according to the tide that life provides.”

 

SAISHABLOOM

 

WHY YOU SHOULD BE BEAUTIFUL.

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The above picture is a quote that caught my eyes recently while surfing the internet. At first,the thought felt fine but when the number of comments and likes the quote gathered struck me, I was pretty disappointed.
The quote tells the world on how a girl should not think of being beautiful, rather be anything else as because apparently “THEY” have said on how girls should become beautiful and outlook it as the topmost priority.

I agree.


That the way our society has evolved,people still try their last effort to acquire a physical beauty. Be it for their own self,partner or children. They seem not to release the arrow towards the board of physicality and reach something beyond it. I agree it to my last breath.


And the number of people in favour of the quote made me realise that there are so many souls that might have been a victim of such behaviour or whatever they do,they might have been ending up on these norms of corporeality. That is heart breaking. 

I truly feel lost and shattered on how our lives are being filled up with wrong notions that are celebrated by people who just see the world on a materialistic assumption.
And this is causing massive discouragement to people who truly are beautiful inside and outside but unexposed to the actuality of life and its true awards.

But just because some other people have set such boundaries, doesn’t mean that only these people exist. There are people,people who don’t think the same.I assure you. And I am one of them who visions the world of people beyond what their physical nature commutes.
You see,Being beautiful or owning something beautiful is a wonderful thing.
The dissension only lies when the aspect of it dominates wholly and solely on just a certain perception.

Just because someone else sneezes, doesn’t mean you too have to catch cold and sneeze along.

Being able to feel the writer’s emotion and the urge on how she wants to expel her grudge which she kept for long is something not less than any massive struggle.
The biggest struggle a human faces is what they feel inside, a war to fight of some conclusions they’ve gathered from the thoughts of other people about themselves.

One needs to see everything in a diverse way and believe me, such things are not to be institutionalised as these are something which rounds up naturally for a human through the senses of observing and understanding.

Anything that your mind finds a bit more pleasurable than the average by the means of its five senses, is related to the terminology of “BEAUTIFUL”, which simply means that it is an element of “being ecstatic and pleased”
“What we feel through the means of experiencing from the time we are able to touch our senses, we as humans have always been inclined towards anything that feels good within.
And this proves too in the above quote by the writer,where every quality which has been described has an element of beauty or pleasantness. 
Beautiful is a term that you should not run away from, if it doesn’t satisfy someone else’s opinion  just because you don’t possess such a quality in that field.

Instead embrace and use your qualities that like an intense highlighter on your cheeks! 
See it in a way when you’re off to a vacation,so many and such delightful places. 
But you might have one favourite place amongst the rest which may not be a very likeable place for another.
So,search for your own favourite places in your entirety rather make other’s favourites your own.

 Make your own standards.
Let’s admit a fact that the world will be a hypocrite embodiment of minds when as per their needs they would be favourable or unfavourable towards anything. 
So,the meaning matters not the concept.

It’s hard. Hard to abide and absorb something that requires bravery and acceptance. It’s hard for me too! even if I write like it’s all easy. But supporting each other is just like this,I would make it sound it all easy even if it’s not. The difference being only that I would try to indulge you into the correctness of the matter rather let you abandon it just because others shaped it wrong.

 

Comparisons will always stay and the more one has,the more they will brag or look down on others. But at the end, life is all about how you choose to fire up your crackers and celebrate your creation whichever way it is.
Because every individual is differently beautiful whose comparison none will have. 
Be an everyday cause of Beautiful.

 

SAISHABLOOM

 

 

You.

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Today that I’m laughing with you,
Might not be the same,
For yours and mine TOMORROW,

So,I’ll tell you.

I’ve painted you on the canvas of my mind,
Just the way you’ve asked me to,

Constantly riding the rollercoaster of happiness and liveliness,
From the time fate provided me,You.

Paving the doors of my unexploited gifts,
I became the worth,
Which you administered me towards.

And when the winds of distasteful time groped me,
You cradled my heart,as it were a baby.

You call me the best flower in the field,
And favour only with those,
Who thinks so too.
 
I say “This is unfair”,
But you are nobody’s to listen.

Concealing me with your dark clouds,
From the world of derogation,
For I should be the bright moon,
In the lives of the needy,
You say so.

The presence that you contain in me,
Has only swirled emotions as a definition. 

You don’t seem real.
For I’ve never plucked a rose without thorns.

And I’m afraid,
For the two reasons,
that I have.

One,
If the painting of you,
Through the vision of my own senses,
Fails to match the one that you created?

Second,
What if I fail you,
For the turbulence of undisclosed feelings that I am?

Time with you,
Will be a phenomenon of just floating with the flow.

For we both know what we are living for.
A search for stable compassion.

That, I now realise.

 

SAISHABLOOM

 

 

 

 

 

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“One day of that some day will arrive. It’s that day the whole human life awaits for,to experience the reality they belong to.
Just wait for your future to be the present.”

SAISHABLOOM

“Be a product that is a Limitless GOOD,But a Limited BAD.”

SAISHABLOOM

You will never know.

 

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I was writing today,
did you know?
Took a break for the coffee afterwards,
did you know?
I started the music system,
and played on my favourite song,
did you know?
Danced like a crazy,till my legs ached,
did you know?

Had that piece of muffin that I bought day before,
did you know?
Oiled my hair till it dripped,
did you know?
Made some funny faces standing in front of the mirror,
did you know?
HahaHaha!!,
I’m laughing right now,
But,Wait.
You didn’t know any,
And,
You would never know,
Till I’m the one who lets you know.
For every moment that I Breathe and Act upon,
is a truth that only I would Live,
For I have the sole ability,
to vision and sensate it,
Which YOU would never know of,
Of my every MOMENT,
Till again,if only I let you know.
Nobody knows and will know the TRUTH that I live and that I am,
Not even You,
other than just “Me”,
And Yes,
You still wouldn’t know. Any,
But again,
Until I’m the same person who let’s You know.

SAISHABLOOM

 

 

 

 

WHAT IS ACCEPTANCE OF RESPONSIBILITY ABOUT?

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We laugh our hearts out,
We joke our butts out,
We dance till our breath’s out,
We sing till our voice’s out,
We love till our life’s out,
But, whom do we depend these on?

The word Accept and its branches may have a lot of meaningful tales directing to varied genres of life but when the word is in relation with responsibility then the meaning is too broad and a bit complicated to absorb.
“Coming from my perspective I always understood “accepting” as a state where one totally concedes or adopts something whether in taste or distaste.” Probably we all think the same?
But I believe I might have been a bit unconscious to the fact of what it really mean’t when the term “responsibility” got attached to it.  So,here it goes.
A very prominent spiritual seeker named Jaggi Vasudev had said that “accepting everything the way it is and being in the moment is actually how one could totally be blissful all the time, but because our mind fiddles to the past and the future both of which it cannot grasp, rather than grasp the present moment its living in, is the very reason why we suffer.”
 This was something that I hadn’t heard before and couldn’t figure out on what exactly a meaning it could deliver( I’m also not stating such a statement because I believe him or I want to put a spiritual or a religious indulgence on others but only because what he said really inspired me. ) But somewhere I was thirsty for the experience he claimed for.

I tried on myself what he had told, and from what I could extract was the fact that it worked, but, it did require an immense state of consciousness where one is not on a default mode on acting on the activities.  Each input is inserted consciously.
Accepting is our responsibility which we should start with the self first. It didn’t really mean that one had to defeat their own interests and ideals for the sake of other’s point of view by compromising or one had to change themselves to abide the society’s rule book, rather one just needed to accept the “other” entirely as the form they arrived in. Total acceptance towards any situation or an individual would build “the self” as a “just” being which would promote in the making of a “responsible entity”.

See, being in the present moment makes an individual realise that whatever one is facing is because she/he is responsible for it on the majority basis because the very self contributes the biggest fundamentals to the physical, logical and emotional dimensions irrespective of whatever contribution it is receiving from the external sources.
“It’s ultimately in your scope of responsibility to consider every aspect being the internal or external territories of your life, to own up your responsibility for yourself and be the mechanic to repair the puncture of your wheels however liable someone else is.”
Talking about a personal experience, I recently had uploaded a new profile picture on one of my social media sites, the interest was more on the side for the number of likes along with the comments I would receive. My Dp ratings never really crossed 100 maybe because I possess a very small friend’s list but it did always cross 50 and I used to be more than happy to receive such. Yes, in the era where people easily achieve 150 plus likes every time they change their profile pic, I was happy with a 50. But my current profile pic garnered only a 30, disappointing me massively while I was constantly fiddling my phone the whole day to check whether there was any increase in the number, but fortunately it didn’t. ”Fortunately it didn’t”, why I say this, is because the incident made me realize the very fault I was repeating all these years, that being to depend my expectations and happiness onto factors that had the least possibility to take on the responsibility of my happiness.
I had actually created my own horcruxes on which I anticipated my value as to appear as an eligible being for the world. Maybe we all do so or maybe all doesn’t do so. But what difference would it have made if I had got a 20 likes more? If the self is real then why should the real-ness be judged on the basis of what the outside force  was providing?

The deal is to seal the concept of being affected by people and their actions, of course it isn’t about raising high walls around the self neither to run away from it but “it’s about swimming back to the shore with your head above after delving deep into the depth of the emotional turbulence.” People will be fine,Things will be fine and nothing would be in despair for anything and anybody,so if nothing is, then you should also not be in the embodiment that despairs you.
All along we’ve tried to shape our being through someone else’s eyes and we keep switching our shapes as per else’s desires, falling into the league of the shape-shifters who are unavailable to a proper identity. Maybe this is the very reason why we have such conflicts deciding on which one to opt for and the one to burn for a sacrifice.

 If one takes their own responsibility to accept the self, then an evolution to accept others the way they are would also take place.
“At the end of the day, everything would matter and not matter to you depending completely on how you see yourself for your self and not for the opinions and jurisdictions of others, while giving you the eyes which visions acceptance and happiness for every soul.”

“A friend of mine had always told me from the beginning that “if one’s not joyful inside then she/he doesn’t have the very scope to make others joyful, the first thing a person must do is to make the self joyful rather than depend on others to be joyful as it would cut on chances to take others as the host organism feeding on their deficiencies.” Probably that is why he likes his own statuses when nobody else likes it and he says IT’S FUN.”

Accepting the self empowers by liberating an individual from the syllabus of the “materialistic rule book” created by people as it elevates the individual to higher possibilities of life where evaluation of the being is not based on stupid conclusions of the searching mind.

SAISHABLOOM

 

THE CALL.

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“For the tender and lost souls,

Every moment can be changed into a shape you longed for.
Wait,for your graph to hit the high point.”

SAISHABLOOM

 

The Call(SONG)
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
‘Til it was a battle cry
I’ll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything’s changing
Doesn’t mean it’s never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You’ll come back when it’s over
No need to say goodbye
You’ll come back when it’s over
No need to say goodbye
Now we’re back to the beginning
It’s just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can’t feel it too
Doesn’t mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
‘Til they’re before your eyes
You’ll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye
You’ll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

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“Dogs shouldn’t be your fashion,it should be your passion.”

SAISHABLOOM

Limiting.

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“If one knows when to limit their feelings only to the self for liberating the other from a flawed entanglement which aids no destiny along with a stagnant indecisive ongoing,

Then know the compassion was a truth.”

 

SAISHABLOOM

TAKE ON YOURSELF

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“Sometimes just take your TIME,

The time to realise YOURSELF,

Yourself to the deepest DEPTHS,

Depths that would astonish your BEING,

The being that is filled with mystical RICHNESS,

Richness that would christen a Blissful LIFE,

LIFE that is only yours a ONCE.”

 

SAISHABLOOM

 

MIGHTY MOUNTAINS

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“Oh my Mighty Mountains!,

You’ve drowned me to a state,

Where my reactions are unreachable,

Retiring numb at your picturesque creation,

I doubt my entirety,

The chords of my multifarious emotions,

is struggling to touch the reality,

That You ARE,

For my Eyes try to convince me,

of  you to be a beautiful poster of imagination,

But the sound of my beating heart,

Alerts of you,

 To be a moment that is LIVE.”

SAISHABLOOM

 

 

 

 

 

“At the end of the day,your worth will be limited only to you.”

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“Not every admirable being holds the aptitude of aiding relations. “

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“People,irrespective of their high skilled creativity and ideologies resort back to those which makes them feel COMFORTABLE.”

Even at the cost of sacrificing and being unjust to their LIFE THESIS.

SAISHABLOOM

wASTE

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When do you go waste?

Is it when you heed else’s creation,than grasp your unexploited mine?

or

Is it when you let the “less” stay than the “effort” in your effortless?

 

SAISHABLOOM

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“Rape is a psychological disorder that builds upon the notion of self insecurity and feeds it off through dominance upon physicality.”

There lies no exception or justification for it.

 

SAISHABLOOM

“What goes around,comes around.

So with REJECTION.”

SAISHABLOOM

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“What if tomorrow you wake up to find that the life you had been living was,

 just a dream?

 

SAISHABLOOM

 

DOUBTING THE SELF.

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“Self Doubt  is a phase that can disintegrate the greatest of great minds,the exceptional willpower and the “once” unbreakable self confidence. It is one of the most poisonous thought phase in our lives as this is what is purposely created,this is a self inflicted concept happening from the avoidance and fear of what the societal competition will provide for the individual.”

But why a self doubt? why a doubt when the above characteristics were the strength of the individual or why a self doubt when an individual was a contented one? There will be innumerable questions for such a cause but the motive is to find the root of the problem and nourish the under-nourished or sometimes maybe remove the defunct part.

“The dilemma and the root cause of self doubt starts exactly when we shift from being CAREFREE to CAREFUL” 

The problem unfolds the moment when we start to compare ourselves…

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